An answer

I have talked previously about the lumps that started appearing all over my body over the past year or more. They have always been a mystery to both me and my many specialists. As a refresher, they have appeared everywhere from my collar bone to my calf to the really bad one on my back. All, with the exception of the one on my back, feel like a bruise if you touch it but don't particularly bother me otherwise. However, the one on my back is a different story. It hurts all the time. Extremely sensitive to the touch and I have trouble leaning on things or sleeping on my back. The other difference between the 6 or so others and the one on my back is that the others have stayed pretty much the same size since they appeared - the back lump has been getting bigger and bigger and more painful with each increase in size.

The increase in size of the mystery lump on my back just recently got bigger and not surprisingly became too much for my pain meds to handle. Off we went to Dr. Skinner for a reassessment and the decision that something must be done about it. We weren't entirely sure what that something was going to be, you see I had already seen general surgery, ENT surgery, and one dermatologist about them. All these specialist doctors agreed something was going on but declined to do anything about it. We fixed on derm this time - to see if persuasion might get us somewhere. We held out a small beacon of hope that a new dermatologist might do what we had asked others to do - a biopsy.

I have at this point had a CT scan and a ultrasound of these lumps, both showed nothing but localized swelling. Dr. Skinner, taking the EDS diagnosis into consideration had put forth the theory that what was happening was my connective tissue in certain spots around my body was breaking down and leaving pockets of fluid to fill their place. There were a few flaws to this theory - fluid had never shown up on any test and we weren't sure it would show up on a biopsy either. Then there was the "if this is happening - what is there to be done about it?" thing. The answer to that question is nothing. My connective tissue would probably continue to deteriorate and only God knows what might happen as that progressed. The other problem was that in all the reading we did about patients with EDS, there was absolutely no literature about this sort of thing happening. Was I really just having an extremely rare issue going on? It certainly wouldn't have been the first time but the lack of literature was disturbing.

About 3 - 4 weeks ago, I saw the new dermatologist. Well, first I saw the PA, who gave me antibiotics that I had a severe drug reaction to. Even though I was clear with him that I had a reaction to an other antibiotic in it's family, he still prescribed me it and I ended up in bed for 5 days recovering. I really hate it when docs don't listen - believe me I wanted to rip the guy's head off after I went online and found they were the same family of drugs. Anyway, since the PA had no clue what was going on, they sent me along to the doctor the next week.

The day before the appt, Laurie and I had a discussion about what I really wanted to have happen at the appt and she voiced her concerns about following through with a biopsy in that very sensitive area if we really weren't going to receive any helpful information about what's going on. I disagreed and went into the appt the next day determined to get to the bottom of this, but with the addition of making sure this doctor thought we might get some real information about the lump.

At the appt the next day, I had a punch biopsy. They took about a 1/4 of an inch of tissue and stitched me back up. A few days later, we found out that the lumps are lipomas. Lipomas are benign tumors of the fat tissue. The way that they are presenting in me is totally off the textbook lipoma symptoms. (Big surprise, huh?) Laurie and I took a very nice sigh of relief - they are treatable. Unless the others become a problem for one reason or another, I will only have the lipoma on my back removed. This also gets us into murky waters...

You see, two years ago, before the lipomas started, we had been pursuing a blood disorder that I have. We had done two rounds of testing and didn't yet have an answer, so my hematologist told me that we would leave it be for awhile, but if I needed surgery or to be put on birth control, that we needed to get to the bottom of it, as my blood doesn't clot the way it's supposed to and I bleed lots and lots. So, we are slowly working towards and end. I got my heme blood work done yesterday - trying to figure out if I am missing a clotting factor or have an antibody to one and will see the doc next week.

Meanwhile, we are trying to decide who to take the lipoma out. Because of the EDS, my skin doesn't heal properly with stitches and either the stitches pull apart and/or I get a horrible scar. The only surgery I've had that has left me with a normal looking scar was my plastic surgeon, who removed my basal cell cancer from my left cheek. We are setting up an appt to plead with him to do the surgery. It's such a large portion of my back and he's done the best with my EDS. So we are keeping our fingers crossed, hoping and praying that he will do it, as he normally wouldn't do a surgery like this since it's not really reconstructive or in the typical "plastic surgery" treatment area. We'll see.

Just as a side note, having all of these lipomas pretty much seals the deal on the MEN 1 diagnosis. Lipomas are frequent in patients with MEN 1 as well as a bunch of other tumors, both benign and not. I'm really praying that as the disease progresses, I do not end up with the carcinogenic ones. Time and God will tell. Anyways, an answer and hopefully a solution (lipomas tend to grow back) are a good thing. I'm glad I risked the biopsy because life without the pain that the lipoma on my back is causing would be wonderful.

Well, I'm sick today - coughing, fever, sore throat, etc. - so I should probably be headed back to bed. I'm sad to be missing horsemanship today but needed the rest today to get better as fast as possible.

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Baldy

Last Saturday, we finally plucked Bennett. He had been needing it for awhile and we just didn't have time. We did it all in one session, at it went pretty quickly. He seems to be calming down more and more when we have to pluck him. Of course, now he's very bald and pink. He has one streak down his spine that is grown in a bit (about 1/2 and inch) and a very small tuft on one flank. After we pluck him, he has a tendency to lick himself all over and chap his skin, so we put him in a little bunny coat - a sweatshirt sleeve with cut outs for paws and a flap for the rump, but it didn't last very long. I took it off before he ripped it to shreds and he was getting mats in his tummy hair from the friction of the coat being wet from him grooming it and him trying to rip it off. He also has terrible behavior with the coat on - he acts out when it's on, so I just took it off and he'll have to deal with the dry skin. I'm actually kind of wondering if I could put some organic shea butter lotion that I have for my own use on him. I just don't know if shea butter is safe to consume for bunnies, because he will lick it off. We'll see. So, I took some bald bunny pictures and they are pretty cute. There is one that I absolutely adore - he was in the middle of licking his lips!

Bald boy playing with the empty Yesterday's News bag, a very favorite toy.

Wanting to know what mama's up to.

Sad dry skin.

Trying to whisker mom.

Posing for the camera.

And last but certainly not least, my favorite of the whole bunch, licking lips!

Spotlight on Miss Ella

Ella's been a real cuddle-bug lately. She's really loving getting out of the cage for loves and petting. Laurie took a few picture of her having fun climbing on me a few days ago. She really loves to "dominate" me, letting me know she's the boss in our warren. She'll stand on my chest and back her butt up against my chin and just sit there. It's pretty cute. Here's some of those pictures (Laurie was taking them from below me, so it looks like I have about 5 chins - not very flattering!):









Knitting - finished socks!!!

Yay! My malabrigo socks are done! I love the "archangel" colorway, and they fit fantastically. I wore them and showed them off at horsemanship, yesterday. It's getting a bit warm to wear 100% wool socks right now, but I'm still awfully proud of them! I'm thinking of starting some new socks for myself, with the "Harry Potter" yarn that I got a long time ago. They didn't do a Hermione colorway, so I chose Tonks. The yarn is pretty wild, so I think they would be just plain stockinette stitch socks. I also have quite a few socks in progress that need working on. I really should get a working on Dr. Skinner's socks! I just can't figure out where I am in the pattern, so I need to get another pair of eyes to help me. Here are the beauties:




My first "by myself" weaving!

I'm so excited to be sharing my very first weaving all by myself, at home with my new loom! My first project is washcloths for my student raffle baskets at Camelot. I'm using Lily "Sugar n Cream" yarn (which I'm slightly regretting now - it's a pretty inexpensive yarn and it's showing in little poof balls everywhere. Note to self: buying more expensive yarn is worth it.) The washcloths are white on white in a pattern that I picked out of the extensive pattern book I have. It was a pretty easy pattern to do threading the heddles and the treadle pattern is pretty easy to remember. I'm doing finished, hemmed ends on the washcloths, so I've been putting in about half and inch or so of tabby on each end to be hemmed up. The loom has some quirks, which I was told about before hand, so I knew about them and some of them seem to be fixable. Marc helped out by un-nailing the apron strings for me, so it's the same set up as the Baby Wolf loom I learned on and is much easier for me. I can't wait to start on the towels, which are the same pattern but with color in the warp!

Here's the loom all dressed and ready to go:





And the washcloths, still on the loom.



For some reason, I spaced when I was winding my warp at TYF, but I ended up with a longer warp that I had originally planned for, so I'm going to have at least 3 washcloths off of this warp, rather than the 2 that I had expected. I'll just add the extra one or two into the gift basket! I've finished two, and hopefully I'll cut them off the loom tonight when I finish weaving the third (and maybe fourth). Then they need to be hemmed and washed. I'm so proud of myself!